Heal Me

If God can fully heal my heart, that would be greatly appreciated.
I am still tearing up while listening to Cuo De Ren.
I couldn't stop listening cos this is like my ultimate heartbreak song.
It's like my song.
The soundtrack of my life.
My life that is full of heartbreaks and whatnots.
Maybe I was meant to be born as a loser.



Am always masking my pain in front of my close friends.
I find it really hard to express my feelings verbally.
And thus...I resorted to here.
Just the way of how Cuo De Ren was sang & how the music video was made, it's enough to make me miserable & cry myself to sleep for probably a week or two.



I didn't even give a second chance to him.
He tried calling me many many times but I ignored him for like, 3 months.
Maybe I should have given that chance to him, maybe I should have not jumped to conclusions.
Maybe I should have not given up on a relationship so easily.
Maybe I should have learnt on how to maintain a relationship.



Maybe in another life, I'll be his girl.
I'm always screwing up everything in my life, sometimes I wish I knew how to make things right instead of making things worse.